Stay

I have nothing to look forward this year. Well not really, can't wait to finish my studies and let time pass by very quickly. Staying with my dad is cool b'cause we get to spend alot of time together which we didn't have last 2 years but I do miss my mum and my brothers back at the other side. Now everyone is parted. Friends we hardly see each other anymore because everyone (well my batch) has their new life to live through. It isn't easy when you're not used to being parted. That I respect to my best friend (you know who you are and you know why), it takes a whole lot of courage to see your love in the other side of the world. The friends whom you thought be there til forever can't be there for you all the time. Yes, you can have alot of friends but who will be there for you when you need a shoulder? or a place to welcome you with a warm heart? Don't lose them, be there always, appreciate and love them to bits :) I am lucky already to have people to be by my side, I might not see it but I am lucky.

Now, I need to get adjust with the present.

Rant #1

Number one, I do know how to respect the elders. Just that when you fucking show your foot to me how the fuck am I going to respect you in the manner you deserve? Hell no I ain't going to give you that kind of 'respect'.

Number 2, I do know how to think for myself. I'm not some dumbfuck that doesn't know how to take care of myself. You look down on me way to much bro.. All the things I did you said it was all just luck by my side. That isn't fair.

Number 3, your expectation of me is way too high. I know I have a huge responsibilities already but can't you stop making me feel so low and start giving motivations instead? You need to know that I'm a human being (which has feelings/I can feel bro) and I'm not like those kids whom you thought is perfect. I can't fit into your shoes. I don't even want to be like you. 

Number 4, why can't you learn that asking things nicely is a way to earn another kindness of others? Screaming ain't going to help. It just teaches everyone to do exactly the same. Remember you are the example, everyone is always learning and I am definitely one of everyone too.

Number 5, I know that ranting like this is just bad so I'm sorry in advance but I hate being treated this way. It just makes me think again about why would I do all of this.

Lion fake and Orientation!

It was a great way to end the year and celebrate Christmas  Though it was my first year celebrating it without my family but it was worth it.

Anyways tonight I'm going to write about my orientation at BAC. Naa slept over my house for 3 days for the orientation. She's been sleeping over almost a month now, room mate macam tu. First day we were early! Arrived after being stucked in a 1.5 hours jam at Jalan Kuching. First they had a talk and all, me and naa were so sleepy. I couldn't even concentrate plus I was feeling drowsy after taking my meds. Then this dude sat next to me. It was a Bestarian! (well an ex-bestarian la) Cheng Sern. Then we had our ice-breaking and shits. Let me see who I remembered with the funny names.. Akon, Madonna, Myage, Dvarshjskdhskajfva but you can call him Kumar, hmm thats all i can remember. Then we were divided into groups. I was in the group A-team. All of us get along pretty well :)
The second day was tiring! We took the train from Batu Caves and reached early too. Had breakfast at YMCA building and all. Started off the day with some boring things then games. Our team did really well! Then went lunch at KFC with Naa, Thick Sern and Matthews. Oh those are the boys from Naa's team. New buds yay! Then bla bla bla..
The last day was more about a talent show. A lot of people performed! Since Dan wanted to perform so badly. We did! Me, Awie and Dan performed Dear God by Avenged. Hehe dedicated to *you-know-who-you-are* Then went to watch Parental Guidance at Pavi with Thick Sern and Matthews. The movie was geeeewd! I cried a bit. Then we had snowflakes to end the day.

It was such a good orientation at BAC. Made new friends and learnt so many things too! But definitely not excited for class. NOT AT ALL! Meh I hope Law and Econs will be good to me.

twenty-thirteen bro

Welcome year 2013,

In a better hope of a new start, new hopes, new love, new adventures, new mysteries and so on. Decided to delete my old blog posts so don't mind yea. Anyways, I'm going to sum up my "did that in 2012" so here you gooooo..

• new class, new classmates, new rules, new principle.
• actually attended tuition throughout the year.
• sudden love for physics, lol.
• MSSM Long Jump, MSSM 100m, MSSM Netball.
• Gold for Long Jump, 100m, and Silver for Shot Put.
• Lost the love of my life, yep.
• Fought for my own damn rights.
• Out to the beach almost every week after school with Nazu and Hulala.
• Out with the lads on my birthday; got injured, did crazy things together, enjoyed and laughed about it altogether the next day. 
• Got closer to Nazurah and Hurairah way lot.  😊
• Got my driving license; pass with flying colours! But failed to apply on the real road. 😃
• Drove everyday since then and it was so tiring.
• House got robbed, they took everything including my car, diu.
• Had my first drive out with Yazid and Sarah.
• Lost my good friend, yep.
• Had alot of minor accidents, oops. 😳
• Took part for Mighty Minds and The Law Olympiad.
• Hisham taught me how to skate, Black Ops-2 and Fifa Street 2012! 😁
• Tried many new things.
• Sat for my SPM!
• Had our last night out with the lads and all :( 
• Left Kuching and moved back to Kuala Lumpur.
• Met up with the old lads.
• Applied for college.
• Christmas at Singapore with friends; Best trip so far.
• New Year at DPC with everyone; toe bleed, met everyone and ran almost a marathon.

Cheers for year 2012! And hello year twenty-thirteen.